its now or never. so they said... :)

Assalamualaikum.. update.update. alang-alang cuti ni, memang berblogging and blogwalking je la. actually i wanted to write this post last night, but then my brain freezed right after i finished typing ' assalamualaikum '. -_-" heh. okay, so. here we are. *this is a post regarding what happened yesterday. morning :   an , mak dan dua raksasa yang memang suka berjalan tu pergi ke rumah Mak Long Borang. *borang here means 'seberang' but pronounced in a N9 kampung way.* anak mak long bertunang. おめでとう～～         ＾＿＾ sungguh, dah lama tak tengok kenduri yang ramai dan memang style kampung macam ni. sekarang ni banyak sangat katering. tak best. ;(   duduk situ, lipat-lipat tisu sepeti biasa, angkat- angkat dulang dan makan. SEDAP. :)  tapi dalam semua, part yang MERIAH tu la tarikan utama. bila semua orang gather, even dua tiga pupu, but the bond is there and yes, i was mesmerized. =) evening : we headed to hospital alor gajah "omimai" my cousin. poo

assalamualaikum.. sekarang jam menunjukkan 2.22am. dan an masih segar lagi. currently watching 'hotaru no hikari'. drama ni kelakar. best~! siang tadi mak da pesan, "esok jangan bangun lmbt, nak pegi menjemput" oh, lupa. insyaAllah 6 hb nanti mak nak buat kenduri sikit. rakan-rakan JAD kalau ada kesempatan jemputla ke rumah ye. buat time lunch. sebelum zuhur. hari ni dipenuhkan dengan beberapa kejutan. 1) ada nenek saudara datang melawat dan dapat rm 100. yeay~!! 2) hantar sepupu semput pergi hospital alor gajah. dan sekarang dia kene tahan dekat wad. hmm..sila jaga kesihatan ye rakan-rakan. kalau sakit, kesian kat parents kene jaga kita dan risau-risau lagi. kalau sakit, sila buat cara orang sakit. makan sila beringat-ingat. dah sakit kan susah. -_-" 3)hari ni an blurr. tak tahu kenapa. ha, raksasa berdua dah ada mainan baru. luggage kat rumah ni sekarang ada 4. 3 saiz biasa , 1 yang besar. budak dua orang ni, duk main tarik-tarik beg dari dapur

assalamualaikum.. i'm home! alhamdulillah.. :) bila dah sampai rumah baru sedar yang sepanjang duduk kat tbp ni banyak nye baju. -_-" luggage size yg ypm bagi tu dlm 5 beg penuh and plus satu kotak. hahaha.. mak da pening nak letak baju-baju an kat mane. *mak, nak almari baru? *  yg ni br monolog, x cakap lagi. :p balik an bawak lagi teddy-teddy yang ada kat tbp . wah, gembira monster2 kat rumah ni 'baby2' bertambah lagi. sampai je semalam free-free dapat '案内者' sorang--> farizal. heboh dia sebok tunjuk bajak ada kat seberang jalan tuh. pastu ajak tengok ikan yang mak baru letak dalam aquarium. pastu kami main bear yang bersusun2.. :) budak ni la buah hati pengarang jantung. peneman mak time kitorang semua takde. dia makan kat sini, mandi pon kat sini. tahun depan die dah sekolah, siapa nak teman mak? huu hmmm...suh along kawen awal cam best gak ni.. hahaha *otak jahat* balik dari nihong, farizal da enam tahun. agak-agak die lupa tak angah die n

assalamualaikum.. 愛の記憶 memories of love satu malam beribu cerita berjuta hati berbunga lagu terpasang tarian didendang episod cinta dirungkai sebendang bukan satu  tidaklah dua saksi semua tiga angkanya bertahun bersama menganyam cerita menyulam kisah perwira bangsa indahnya satu senyuman menyimpul kemas selaut kenangan tersimpan abadi  di peti simpanan.  = ) "it started with kokorobana and ended with kokorobana " quoted. what a beautiful saying. and yes. a very very deep meaning. it has been three years. oh, can you feel the time passed? seriously it feels like yesterday we performed choral speaking for daisenpai's dinner. and last year i performed too for senpai's dinner. and tonight we were the ones who being celebrated. and i just couldnt believe it when  my own friends were performing up there revealing our story page by page in such a lovely way. oh,  i almost cried . *i hold back because of my make up :p * one night my heart glowed my heart sank drowned

assalamualaikum.. oh.. hari ni hari sabtu. dan exam TERAKHIR di jad dah pon habis semalam. :) ahah~! my comments?       its actually quite hard to describe the feeling. happy + glad + sad + blurr . :)       what to do next? currently in melaka . just arrived here this afternoon.  and now? im typing this post while my head is being hit by two little monsters who has been bugging me for games in my laptop. haha.. " memang angah tak bagi main la. " ok.. cant write anymore. nak pegi dera monster dua ekor ni.. :p raksasa berdua.. :) jya~

assalamualaikum.. alhamdulillah, final exam untuk tahun terakhir akan berakhir esok. waa.. sungguh bersungguh-sungguh an belajar kali ni. :) terasa bangga dengan diri sendiri.. haha okay, bukan itu yang nak dicelotehkan. ada satu soalan di sini.                 SIAPA SEPANJANG TIGA TAHUN DEKAT JAD TAK PERNAH PEGI TOILET MASA EXAM? hmm.. bile fikir balik, alahai..pergi tandas je pon. tapi tu la, hari tu terdengar gadis-gadis u2 ni berborak pasal tu. haha ada ramai yang tak pernah. ye la, macam an jugak. dah dilatih dari sekolah rendah lagi.                                                                            before exam sila pergi toilet awal-awal. ini memang peringatan yang amat penting. sila amal kan hingga ke tua.. XD ada pulak, sahabat yang sorang ni, die kate, pergilah toilet time exam. best katanya.. lol agak-agak part ape eh yang best? buat orang saspen maybe?         " eh, ad orang da siap ?? " ni antara soalan yang kadang-kadang an po

COMES THE DAWN After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security and you begin to understand that kisses aren’t contracts presents aren’t promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head held high and your eyes wide open with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child you learn to build your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in midflight After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and learn…and you learn with every goodbye comes the dawn.. Veronica A. Shoffstall when i read this poem, it reminds me of my own piece i wrote not a long time a

assalamualaikum pondering.. why 'safety pins' are not that safe maybe because we have to understand that mistake makes us a better person if you take a lesson from it  and that is why,we can never stop hoping , right?  that despite those wrong turns, there will always be a reason to smile proudly like the sun :) *pictures from tumblr pages. tumblr is addictive. -_-" 4 done, 4 more to go .  tick tock do you hear the clock stop now and take a bow good night sleep tight im not a host see ya in next post (^_^)V

assalamualaikum.. not a very long time ago i read somewhere that MR.STRESS can cause a man to consume more food than his daily food intake. and there is one research that prove students tend to EAT MORE when it comes to EXAMINATION . ahah~ there it is. dont you think its true? because it is so true when it comes to me. haha im craving for food more and more nowadays. " selera makin pelik" . there was a day in the middle of the night of books and lantern :p , i wanted mcD so hard.  but since it was so late for me to go out to grab a burger , the next day i went out alone and bought one set of mc chicken and yummy strawberry sundae. :) thanks a lot to my lovely cik bibah. and yesterday, one of my friend mr.R suddenly wanted to eat pizza ,and thanks to that, i got mine too. :) oh not one, but two slices of yummeh 'seafood something' pizza. XD mcD done, pizza done, big apple done.. what next? oops, ive been eating too much! -_-" each and every one of you

assalamualaikum.. alhamdulillah.. :) paper untuk favourite subject which is 情報処理(information processing) or in simple word means progaramming da habis  siang tadi. YEAY  for one down, but OOPS for 7 more papers to go. hmm, to think about it again, seriously i like this programming thing. complicated yet interesting. the level of "serabut" sometimes mesmerized me. :P haha and i have been thinking about this one thing for a long time. i'm prone to like things that are actually difficult for me to handle. a miserable girl like me likes programming which need some one who is meticulous enough to check all of those tiny commas and dots . i love white stuffs especially white shoes and sandals. tapi, sayangnya most of them turned almost grey and covered with scratches even though i just worn them in a short period of time. -_-"  * bak kate mak-----> selekeh. and in the next few months i'm going to pursue my study in communication related technologies in japan

smile even though things got rough somewhere. those bumpy roads mean something, just we dont see it now.  and  this fog will fade. for the beautiful sun rays to peek in. i'm sure of it. Allah knows best. have faith.  haiyak~!!  =) <<<<<<<xm mode...stress>>>>>>>  -_-" grr..

musim exam. hidup, emosi mula kelam kabut. dan dulu, time- time macam ni, mesti ngadu dekat dia. last sem, mengadu pening nak exam, trus dapat hadiah video nina yang comel sebagai penghilang tension. :D tak sangka video tu jadi virus hebat kat JAD. haha thanx dear. tapi sekarang.. oh .. rindu kamu.. ya Allah, lindungi dia dan rakan-rakan yang lain..selamatkan dia daripada bahaya ya Allah. aminn.. -_-"

gambar ihsan  http://islamic-testi.blogspot.com/ sungguh- sungguh kita belajar..  ya , kita semua mahu dapat A. mahu pergi luar negara ye. grand gitu. dapat main salji. da pandai-pandai nanti leh dapat kerja best . gaji banyak.  insyaAllah..  ya . itu semua dengan izin Allah ya rakan-rakan. renung kembali apa tujuan asal kita belajar. selaku khalifah kecilnya di bumi indah ini, menuntut ilmu itu satu tanggunggajwab yang mesti dilaksanakan kita. jadi, apakah niat asal kita belajar sebenarnya? lakukan segalanya demi keredhaan Allah. mari betulkan NIAT kita. :) assalamualaikum.. 1.44 am. 1 Feb 2011 siang nanti ada test nihonggo. permudahkan semuanya ya Allah.  aminn.. <<<<<<<<<<<<<<add on>>>>>>>>>>>>> di copy dari  http://jomphp.com/serius-krisis-sebenar-darurat-di-mesir-sebarkan-kepada-semua.html Ketepikan sekejap perbincangan mengenai IT di JomPHP, kerana ada isu penting dan serius yang ingin