its now or never. so they said... :)

Assalamualaikum.. update.update. alang-alang cuti ni, memang berblogging and blogwalking je la. actually i wanted to write this post last night, but then my brain freezed right after i finished typing ' assalamualaikum '. -_-" heh. okay, so. here we are. *this is a post regarding what happened yesterday. morning :   an , mak dan dua raksasa yang memang suka berjalan tu pergi ke rumah Mak Long Borang. *borang here means 'seberang' but pronounced in a N9 kampung way.* anak mak long bertunang. おめでとう～～         ＾＿＾ sungguh, dah lama tak tengok kenduri yang ramai dan memang style kampung macam ni. sekarang ni banyak sangat katering. tak best. ;(   duduk situ, lipat-lipat tisu sepeti biasa, angkat- angkat dulang dan makan. SEDAP. :)  tapi dalam semua, part yang MERIAH tu la tarikan utama. bila semua orang gather, even dua tiga pupu, but the bond is there and yes, i was mesmerized. =) evening : we headed to hospital alor gajah "omimai" my cou...

assalamualaikum.. sekarang jam menunjukkan 2.22am. dan an masih segar lagi. currently watching 'hotaru no hikari'. drama ni kelakar. best~! siang tadi mak da pesan, "esok jangan bangun lmbt, nak pegi menjemput" oh, lupa. insyaAllah 6 hb nanti mak nak buat kenduri sikit. rakan-rakan JAD kalau ada kesempatan jemputla ke rumah ye. buat time lunch. sebelum zuhur. hari ni dipenuhkan dengan beberapa kejutan. 1) ada nenek saudara datang melawat dan dapat rm 100. yeay~!! 2) hantar sepupu semput pergi hospital alor gajah. dan sekarang dia kene tahan dekat wad. hmm..sila jaga kesihatan ye rakan-rakan. kalau sakit, kesian kat parents kene jaga kita dan risau-risau lagi. kalau sakit, sila buat cara orang sakit. makan sila beringat-ingat. dah sakit kan susah. -_-" 3)hari ni an blurr. tak tahu kenapa. ha, raksasa berdua dah ada mainan baru. luggage kat rumah ni sekarang ada 4. 3 saiz biasa , 1 yang besar. budak dua orang ni, duk main tarik-tarik beg dari dapur...

assalamualaikum.. i'm home! alhamdulillah.. :) bila dah sampai rumah baru sedar yang sepanjang duduk kat tbp ni banyak nye baju. -_-" luggage size yg ypm bagi tu dlm 5 beg penuh and plus satu kotak. hahaha.. mak da pening nak letak baju-baju an kat mane. *mak, nak almari baru? *  yg ni br monolog, x cakap lagi. :p balik an bawak lagi teddy-teddy yang ada kat tbp . wah, gembira monster2 kat rumah ni 'baby2' bertambah lagi. sampai je semalam free-free dapat '案内者' sorang--> farizal. heboh dia sebok tunjuk bajak ada kat seberang jalan tuh. pastu ajak tengok ikan yang mak baru letak dalam aquarium. pastu kami main bear yang bersusun2.. :) budak ni la buah hati pengarang jantung. peneman mak time kitorang semua takde. dia makan kat sini, mandi pon kat sini. tahun depan die dah sekolah, siapa nak teman mak? huu hmmm...suh along kawen awal cam best gak ni.. hahaha *otak jahat* balik dari nihong, farizal da enam tahun. agak-agak die lupa tak angah die n...

assalamualaikum.. 愛の記憶 memories of love satu malam beribu cerita berjuta hati berbunga lagu terpasang tarian didendang episod cinta dirungkai sebendang bukan satu  tidaklah dua saksi semua tiga angkanya bertahun bersama menganyam cerita menyulam kisah perwira bangsa indahnya satu senyuman menyimpul kemas selaut kenangan tersimpan abadi  di peti simpanan.  = ) "it started with kokorobana and ended with kokorobana " quoted. what a beautiful saying. and yes. a very very deep meaning. it has been three years. oh, can you feel the time passed? seriously it feels like yesterday we performed choral speaking for daisenpai's dinner. and last year i performed too for senpai's dinner. and tonight we were the ones who being celebrated. and i just couldnt believe it when  my own friends were performing up there revealing our story page by page in such a lovely way. oh,  i almost cried . *i hold back because of my make up :p * one night my heart glowed my heart s...

assalamualaikum.. oh.. hari ni hari sabtu. dan exam TERAKHIR di jad dah pon habis semalam. :) ahah~! my comments?       its actually quite hard to describe the feeling. happy + glad + sad + blurr . :)       what to do next? currently in melaka . just arrived here this afternoon.  and now? im typing this post while my head is being hit by two little monsters who has been bugging me for games in my laptop. haha.. " memang angah tak bagi main la. " ok.. cant write anymore. nak pegi dera monster dua ekor ni.. :p raksasa berdua.. :) jya~

assalamualaikum.. alhamdulillah, final exam untuk tahun terakhir akan berakhir esok. waa.. sungguh bersungguh-sungguh an belajar kali ni. :) terasa bangga dengan diri sendiri.. haha okay, bukan itu yang nak dicelotehkan. ada satu soalan di sini.                 SIAPA SEPANJANG TIGA TAHUN DEKAT JAD TAK PERNAH PEGI TOILET MASA EXAM? hmm.. bile fikir balik, alahai..pergi tandas je pon. tapi tu la, hari tu terdengar gadis-gadis u2 ni berborak pasal tu. haha ada ramai yang tak pernah. ye la, macam an jugak. dah dilatih dari sekolah rendah lagi.                                                                            before exam sila pergi toilet awal-awal. ini memang peringatan yang amat penting. sila amal kan hingga ke tua.. XD...

COMES THE DAWN After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security and you begin to understand that kisses aren’t contracts presents aren’t promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head held high and your eyes wide open with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child you learn to build your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in midflight After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and learn…and you learn with every goodbye comes the dawn.. Veronica A. Shoffstall when i read this poem, it reminds me of my own piece i wrote not a long time a...