Probation? I more month to go.

salam and hisashiburi!!

maa.. it has been such a long time.

just thinking of writing something.

I miss japan.

I miss my student life.

But Im not sure whether I want to be a student again. not for now.

Working life is so so. Still struggling to fit everything in.

But now it gets better I think.

Hm.. I think.

Do I love my job?

I have trouble to answer to this one question.

I used to hate it. But not anymore. I kinda like it now.
Maybe because Im used to it I guess.

but Im not yet into LOVING my job phase. not yet.

there is something that I seek, I expect when I started working before.
and that thing is not here.

I learn a lot here. yes. but that.

and that made me keep on thinking.

and I still haven't got the answer.