salam and hisashiburi!! maa.. it has been such a long time. just thinking of writing something. I miss japan. I miss my student life. But Im not sure whether I want to be a student again. not for now. Working life is so so. Still struggling to fit everything in. But now it gets better I think. Hm.. I think. Do I love my job? I have trouble to answer to this one question. I used to hate it. But not anymore. I kinda like it now. Maybe because Im used to it I guess. but Im not yet into LOVING my job phase. not yet. there is something that I seek, I expect when I started working before. and that thing is not here. I learn a lot here. yes. but that. and that made me keep on thinking. and I still haven't got the answer.